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 圣帕布帕德甘露之 89  
 作者:舒塔克依尔提帕布    教导来源:本站原创    点击数:    更新时间:2012-5-31  【
 

圣帕布帕德说 89

在成为圣帕布帕德的仆人的前一天

19729月,ISKCON新温达文

 

圣帕布帕德到新温达文一周了而我见到的一切就是巴胡拉班厨房的内部。我极其嫉妒我的神兄弟和神姐妹。他们每天都上山去见圣帕布帕德然后听他讲话。我在为几百个奉献者烹饪,从凌晨330直到晚上900。他们都在一年一度的占玛士塔米节日期间来见圣帕布帕德。由于我没有时间念我的16圈,我感到苦恼。我在拜访洛杉矶时变得依恋起得到圣帕布帕德的亲身联谊和在他的花园里读《奎师那快乐的泉源》。现在,我的自怜逐渐增加

大约晚上900当我正在为我的不幸悲叹时克依尔坦南达·玛哈茹阿佳笑容满面地来到了厨房里面。

怎么了他说。你将要做圣帕布帕德的贴身仆人了。你会在明天早晨和他一起离开这里去匹兹堡。

我说不出话来,狂喜而且非常紧张。它发生得那么快以至我没时间为它作心理准备。我狂喜得精疲力尽。

在清晨600,克依尔坦南达·斯瓦米带我去玛杜。玛杜文是一座单层的小农舍。圣帕布帕德就住在那里。我仍然处在震惊的状态中。我们走进了小小的起居室然后我顶拜了圣帕布帕德。

这是舒塔克依尔提,圣帕布帕德,克依尔坦南达说。他的烹饪手艺很好。”“那很好啊,圣帕布帕德微笑着说。

但是,他不知道如何按摩,克依尔坦南达继续说道。

没关系,圣帕布帕德说。任何人都能按摩。那很容易。

然后,圣帕布帕德捡起他的桌旁的地板上的一个水壶然后用沉的声音说,好的。跟我来。

他走出农舍的后门然后走向路面的边缘。他在那里停了片刻然后转向了我。

好的,在这里等着,他指示道。

圣帕布帕德走进了一片树木覆盖的区域大约50英尺。几分钟后他回到了路面的边缘。我按照他的指示站在那里。当他经过我时他递给我那水壶然后说,好的。用一些灰土和水来洗这个。然后他往回走进了农舍。

那天上午他对待我的方式是奇妙的。没有寒暄,没有谢谢你他立即让我知道我的职责是做他的佣人,他想要的任何方式协助他并照顾到他的躯体需求。当我知道我的服务是什么时我处于完全极乐中。我没有能力做需要智力的任何事,因此对我而言,这项服务是理想的。我被给予了照顾神的仆人的超然躯体的最美妙的服务。

这是我的生命中的第一天。我第一次能够明白我的躯体和心意应该用来做什么。不幸的是,由于我的年轻的躁动不安和我没有能力真诚地修习奎师那意识,在短短的几年后我失去了我的服务。现在,我怀着极大的悔恨乞求至尊主奎师那再给予我这个傻瓜一服务我的灵性导师的机会。

圣帕布帕德,没有您,我感到非常失落和孤独。我不知道我该对自己做什么。这是非常令人不快的。当我没想起您,我心爱的灵性导师时,我没有活下去的理由。当我记起您时,圣帕布帕德,知道我在无用的感官享乐上浪费了我的生命是很痛苦的。圣帕布帕德,我本来可以与您在一起并清洗您的水壶的。

 

Çréla Prabhupäda Uväca 89

On the Eve of Becoming Prabhupäda's Servant

September 7, 1972, ISKCON New Vrindavan,

On the Eve of Becoming Çréla Prabhupäda's Personal Servant

 

Çréla Prabhupäda had been in New Vrindavan for a week and all I saw was the inside of the Bahulaban kitchen. I was extremely envious of my godbrothers and godsisters who had been going up the hill to see Çréla Prabhupäda and hearing him speak every day. I was cooking for a few hundred devotees from 3:30 a.m. until 9:00 p.m. They all came to see Çréla Prabhupäda during the annual Janmäñöamé festival. Since I didn't have time to chant my rounds, I was distressed. While visiting Los Angeles, I had grown attached to having Çréla Prabhupäda's personal association and reading Kåñëa Book in his garden. Now, my self-pity was mounting.

 

Around  9:00 p.m. I was lamenting my misfortune when Kértanänanda Mahäräja came into the kitchen with a huge smile on his face.

 

"Guess what?" he said. "You are going to be Prabhupäda's personal servant. You'll be leaving tomorrow morning with him to go to Pittsburgh."

 

I was speechless, ecstatic and very nervous. It happened so quickly that I didn't have time to be mental about it. I was ecstatically exhausted.

 

At 6:00 a.m., Kértanänanda Swami brought me to Madhuban which was a small, one-story farmhouse where Çréla Prabhupäda was staying. I was still in a state of shock. We walked into the small sitting room and I offered my obeisances.

 

"This is Çrutakérti, Çréla Prabhupäda," Kértanänanda said. "He cooks very nicely.""That's very good," Çréla Prabhupäda said smiling.

 

"But, he doesn't know how to massage," Kértanänanda continued.

 

"That's all right," Çréla Prabhupäda said. "Anybody can massage. It is very easy."

 

Then, Çréla Prabhupäda picked up a lota on the floor by his desk and said in a deep voice, "OK. Come with me."

 

He went out the back door of the farmhouse and walked to the edge of the pavement. He stopped there for a moment and turned to me.

 

"All right, wait here," he instructed.

 

Çréla Prabhupäda walked about another 50 feet into a wooded area. After a few minutes he returned to the edge of the pavement where I stood according to his instructions. As he walked by me he handed me the lota and said, "All right. Wash this with some dirt and water." He then walked back into the farmhouse.

 

It was wonderful how he dealt with me that morning. There was no "chit-chat," no "please" or "thank you." He immediately let me know that my position was to be his menial servant, assisting him in whatever way he wanted and taking care of his bodily necessities. I was in complete bliss knowing what my service was. I didn't have the ability to do anything that required intelligence, so for me, this service was ideal. I had been given the most wonderful service of taking care of the transcendental body of the servitor of God.

 

This was the first day of my life. For the first time I could understand what my body and mind were meant for. Unfortunately, due to my youthful restlessness and inability to sincerely take to the process of Kåñëa consciousness, I lost my service after a few short years. Now, with great regret, I am begging the Supreme Lord Kåñëa to please give this fool another chance to serve my spiritual father.

 

Çréla Prabhupäda, without you, I feel very lost and alone. I do not know what to do with myself. It is very painful. When I don't think of you, my beloved spiritual master, there is no reason to live. When I remember you, Çréla Prabhupäda, there is much pain knowing I have wasted my life in useless sense gratification. Çréla Prabhupäda, I could have been with you, cleaning your lota.

 

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